Cruises That Go Just To Jamaica

I am of those people that when you love someone so much, go as a sack, put so much effort ... that shit. I'm a kamikaze love.
And this is always, always the same shit as I give more than what I get, and nothing, comes to nothing. This must be in fear of losing it, but do not understand how having lost so much I have not removed the fear now.
not understand how you can be so difficult.